As I walked out of the gym and past the instructor, I said thank you. And then I realized I was thanking her for pain and told her so. We both laughed and at the same time realized the symbolism, as she said “that’s Biblical!” (I guess anything to justify how tough on us she is!!). I knew by enduring her brutal workout, (i.e. pain!), I could count on getting stronger and healthier, enabling me to live my days more fully to function and serve. And that is what You want me to count on in the spiritual trials of pain; that I will become stronger, more whole, more free and therefore more available to serve Your Purposes in the lives of others. Thank You.

My training routine often feels draining and dull with no noticeable results. Until a specific event occurs that requires stamina and energy; and I am able to see how the monotonous practice has indeed prepared me for a moment such as this. Like when we helped move Carina and then Michael. The numerous trips back and forth, up and down, carrying things, in the heat…and finding it completely doable. And naturally the physical parallels the spiritual. The daily disciplines of quiet and focus with You sometimes feel drab and unproductive…until something occurs that shakes my very foundation. And You allow me to see how the common has prepared me for the uncommon, the unexpected, the catastrophic; how the discipline has grown endurance and perseverance in Your Hands. Please continue to hold me to the moments of training even when I forget the value. Jesus.

Romans 8:4-5 …we also glory in tribulation knowing that tribulation produces perseverance, and perseverance produces character, and character produces hope. And hope does not disappoint because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit Who is given to us.