Death is disorienting…no matter that I know it is an inevitable reality. My father in law died three weeks ago and I try to wrap my mind around his permanent absence. I watch as my beloved mother in law tries to process her world without him.

And I hear a question. How do you desire to spend your remaining days on earth? In pursuit of comfort? Ease? Luxury? Status?…It is a question we each are answering. I sense my heart open honestly before You and am grateful and relieved for the clear answer I hear me speak to You; in authentic service to You. Every single day. Every single moment. Surrendered truthfully to You with no other motive than to know You well and be useful to Your Heart of Love. This has been the intense work of Your Spirit over my life and I am so thankful.