Years ago You placed in my heart, the desire to know Your Presence at all times; to pray before panicking; to embrace Your thoughts always over my own. It has been an arduous and frustrating journey as the smallness of my ability to do this constantly affronts me. A while ago, I asked You to give me a reminder that would aid me in my earnest longing to “pray without ceasing” because I would be completely aware of You being here. I thought a cute little bracelet or ring that might catch my attention would be perfect.

Yesterday as I drove to my niece’s, so grateful to be able to offer a little help with her overwhelming load, I prayed that You would prevent my shoulder from locking in pain and my back from spasm. I prayed You would give me energy for the task at hand. WHAT?!!! Suddenly it hit me. Since I have been in extreme pain, I have been aware of Your Strength in my weakness. I have called upon You for every task, big and small; lifting my father-in-law’s wheelchair, cleaning the house, walking the dogs…I have been constantly reminded that I truly can do no thing unless ordained and empowered by You!

I think I might prefer the cute little piece of jewelry over pain! =) But I am honestly grateful and humbled that You are giving me the desire of my heart. And truly welcome this surprising answer You are providing.