Several, intense situations are demanding attention right now. I walked into the house in what has lately been my typical state of mind–distracted. I was on yet another call of heartbreaking sadness while putting away groceries. I recall refilling my water bottle at some point. Later,when I went to get my bottle, I could not find it anywhere. It’s hot pink; how can I not see it?! I retraced steps. Not there. Did I accidentally put it in some strange place with the groceries as I was sadly listening? No. Nowhere. It is my favorite bottle, just right for trying to meet a water quota and quenching thirst. Feeling a bit silly for being disturbed by the loss, I drink from a glass. The next morning, even Rico joins the search. No bottle.

Now You have my attention. Through big and small, Lord, I know You speak. Let me hear. I sense when/if I find my bottle, there comes with it an important revelation. And literally, a few minutes later, I spot it on a little shelf that houses decorations. The gentle but powerful lesson immediately ensues.

” Dear Child, These are stressful times filled with chaos, uncertainty and disorienting sadness. There are numerous demands and needs you are trying to meet on your own. You don’t mean to. In fact, you have been diligent to fill with the Living Water. But then you set Me down somewhere as you wildly try to keep the crashing worlds of loved ones in order; and your faith resembles more of a decoration instead of the vital, living connection it is meant to be. As you drink of Me, you recognize anew that it is ONLY My Strength, Power and Purpose that effect true, lasting and helpful change, but then you misplace Me. Sometimes you remember quickly that you have forgotten Me, that you have run off on your own and you become bewildered, overwhelmed and scared. Don’t worry, Precious Child, I am continuing to teach and train you how to never let go of My Pierced Hand, how to never “set Me down” and wander off. You will be amazed as My constant Presence covers you in authentic Peace. Now just rest. I am in control. Really.”    Thank You AGAIN that it is all You! That You will change my helpless heart, mind and spirit.

Hebrews 12:11 No discipline (being a disciple) seems pleasant at the time, in fact it is painful. But for those who are trained by it, a harvest/abundance of righteousness and peace is produced.   Please let me be trained.